Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Im not sure I understand!
I am not sure I understand why my scale is slowing crepping up! I guess it is time to reevaluate myself. I am very frustrated right now and I have got to learn to control that frustration so that it does not turn into "food". It is time to bust my behind!!!! My dear friend and I are working on forty pounds before we get a HUGE probably the most AMAZING award! So today, will be the first for us to start!! Let's get busy!!!:)
Monday, September 7, 2009
Here We Go Again!
So after a few chit chats, speeches, long talks, etc. I realized I had lost sight as to why i created this blog. I created this blog to be open and honest with my followers about my weightloss journey! I created this blog in hopes to encourage others along my walk! I created this blog in order to keep myself accountable!! I have not done any of these! I quit writing for the past few weeks because I let myself hide back into the old me. Instead of rejoicing in the weight I had lost and continuin in my new life style, i let "life" take ahold of me and take me under. But..
Here I am and here we go again! I'm reminded that this is a life change plan not a weight loss plan! I am doing this for myself so that I may someday love who I am inside and out! I am doing this for my children so that they can have a mom for years to come and one who doesn't have health issues due to weight, a mom that will play soccer with her children, or simply get down on the floor and not have to worry about my knees or back hurting. A mom with energy to keep up with her two boys! I am doing this for my husband so that we can take hikes, ride bikes, and someday i will simply beable to sit on his lap and let him hold me!
Most importantly I am doing this for the one I love: God! He created me beautifully in every way and I have lost sight of that! I am his creation and its time that I learn to enjoy this beautiful life! Instead of taking joy and pride in this body that God gave me, I have filled it with filth and disgust.
Sooo all this to say!! Here We Go AGAIN, and this time, i hope to bring you along all the way:)
Here I am and here we go again! I'm reminded that this is a life change plan not a weight loss plan! I am doing this for myself so that I may someday love who I am inside and out! I am doing this for my children so that they can have a mom for years to come and one who doesn't have health issues due to weight, a mom that will play soccer with her children, or simply get down on the floor and not have to worry about my knees or back hurting. A mom with energy to keep up with her two boys! I am doing this for my husband so that we can take hikes, ride bikes, and someday i will simply beable to sit on his lap and let him hold me!
Most importantly I am doing this for the one I love: God! He created me beautifully in every way and I have lost sight of that! I am his creation and its time that I learn to enjoy this beautiful life! Instead of taking joy and pride in this body that God gave me, I have filled it with filth and disgust.
Sooo all this to say!! Here We Go AGAIN, and this time, i hope to bring you along all the way:)
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